I am sad.
I am pathetic.
I am a sobber.
I am unhappy.
I am so sad.
I am so pathetic.
I am so a sobber.
I am so unhappy.
I am extremely sad.
I am extremely pathetic.
I am extremely a sobber.
I am extremely unhappy.
But Thank ALLAH. I still have my faith and I still believe everything happens for reason. I still believe everything happens for a better things.
But I am a normal human being.
I am still sad.
I am still pathetic.
I am still a sobber.
I am still unhappy.
So,to make me feel better, i CRY. I cry a lot. The more I cry, the more I feel relieve. Because ALLAH create we people to have those kind of unstable emotions and feelings.
Nite peeps! Have a nice day!
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
My Craving for Red Velvet is Over and I End Up Buying Other "Fat" Foods
I definitely bought a piece of red velvet cake (decided to buy ze cake instead of cupcake)..Yummeh as usual....
Oh my!! Zis fries are extremely super yummehh! It's ze creamyy yummy cheesy cheddars on top of it!
Zis is ze close up of ze yummeh cheesy crazy cheddars fries (panjangnya explaination)...Oh ya! I bought zis crazy yummy cheesy fries at "Crazy Potato" in One Utama. They also have it in Sunway Pyramid, Berjaya Times Square, The Gardens Mall and etc...
Feels like buying zis fries?? It got few yummeh flavors but i can't remember ze rest of ze flavors. You may visit zeir website at :
P/S : I mean zeir is "their"...Hihi... (Did I sound like I'm havin one kind of "accent"?)
My Addiction to SRK Has Ended~I'm Currently Addicted to Ze Fattening Red Velvet
Yummehhhhhh! Ok, da nak lunch time. Aku nak pi sebelah (One Utama) and beli my tempting little Red Velvet Cupcake at Bisou.......Yummmmmehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
And I wanna drop by at Daiso to buy this fake garden grass to put at our balcony. Hihi...
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Simple Spicy Tuna Spaghetti
Salam and hi all!!!!
~I used this tuna-spicy~
~Yummmmmmeh!~
Aku on diet konon2nya sekarang ni....But mlm tadi perut aku ni buat hal pulak...Lapaq nak mampuih...(Aku mcm biasa,salahkan perut aku).....Laki aku pulak takdak.Dia pi training bola...Nak turun pi kedai kat bawah, maleh pulak....
Jadi, aku pon pi la kat dapoq aku yang dah lama tak berasap tu and tengok kalau2 ada apa2 yg boleh dimakan.....Aku jumpak Spicy Tuna dalam tin (Alaaa..Tuna yg makan dengan roti tu...)....Tapi roti pulak takdak...Takkan nak makan tuna tu mcm tu ja...So,aku korek2 lagi dapoq aku and aku jumpak spaghetti....
Aku teringat bos aku penah bagitau aku yang dia masak spaghetti pastu letak tuna dlm tin tu jadi sos...kira ganti laa sos prego tu...
Aku pon rebus laaa spaghetti tu.....Pehtu after few minutes, spaghetti pon sudah kembang, aku gaulkan spicy tuna tu dgn spaghetti aku tu....
~I used this tuna-spicy~Hurmmm....hasilnyaaaaa.............
Tadaaaaaaaa!!!
~Yummmmmmeh!~Monday, March 26, 2012
Tetiba Teringin Gila
Salam and Hi all!!!!!!!!!!!!
Last Friday sebelum aku balik kerja, colleague aku si Helmy tetiba ckp dgn aku, "Faten, ko jangan sedih2...Sabar and rileks k....Insyaallah if ada rezeki ko nanti, ko mesti pregnant punya..."
Aku pon tgk balik kat dia sambil berkata2 di dalam hati aku,"Budak Helmy ni awat tetiba ja dok ckp dgn aku pasal pregnancy ni???Aku tak penah ckp dgn dia pasai pregnancy ni..."
Tapi, politely, aku pon ckp la balik kat dia, "No worries derr....Aku pon dah takmo pikir2 dah bab2 pregnant ni or bab2 anak ni..Tutup buku dulu...If ada rezeki, baru bukak buku balik...."
Then, aku pon chow...And aku pon terasa mcm ada semangat baru...i feel so good!! Ewahhh.....Motif?? So, last Friday I've decided to just enjoy every moment in my life to the fullest, buat aktiviti2 menarik dgn husband aku and don't think too much about the baby thing....
And I live my life happilyyyyyyyy until......Sunday...Which that thoughts of not thinking about babies and pregnancy keeps bothering me again...Hampehhh! I live my life happily only on Friday and Saturday...
Why that thoughts bothers me on Sunday????
Sebabnya, aku and my husband ada pegi wedding kawan husband aku kat area Gombak.....Then, mcm besalaaa...husband aku berjumpa laaa kawan2 lama....Mostly dah kawen and "DAH ADA ANAK"....or "TGH PREGNANT"
So, both of us are surrounded by those kids, babies and pregnant wives! Ada la this 7 months old baby girl ni sangatttttttttttttttttttttttttttt cute and bam bam....
Jadinyaaaaaaa.....Aku geram gila kat baby tu...sebab dia nak kat aku....and my husband too....So, kitorang terasa mcm, Ya ALLAH...Bestnya kalau ada anak bam bam mcm ni.....Dah mula dah aku dok berfikir bila laaa turn aku nak dpt baby ni...Bila laaa turn aku nak pregnant ni....Phewwwwwwww......
And fikiran tu keep on bothering me till today....Oh my....Great! Thanks to that cute baby girl....Thanks dear baby.... (T_T)
So, harini mcm teringinnnnnnnnnnnnnn gilaaaaaa nak ada baby....Hahahaha...
Ok...tetiba aku terasa mcm entry aku ni bagi org meluat nak baca...
I know...Everybody will be like, "Hello u! you both just get married for about 3 years....Not that long....Not that you've been married for 10 years!!! Some other couples have been waiting for more than 10 years and they look so cool as ice....Rilekk je! Yang kami ni nak gelabah sgt pasaipa???"
But, do you guys really think that those 10 years couples without kids are really cool? are really happy with their life? I suggest you to think it all over again....Memang laaa ada happy couple yg sememangnya rilekssss ja 10 tahun kawin takdak anak....Tapi surely ada jugak couple yang pastinya sgt berharap utk ada anak...Kan?Kan?Kan?I dunno..U think....I've given a thought about this....
Oklah...Kalau nak biar aku membebel pasal pregnancy dgn babies ni sampai tahun depan pon tak habis2....So, I'll stop here....
Sampai sini saja and have a nice day all!
Last Friday sebelum aku balik kerja, colleague aku si Helmy tetiba ckp dgn aku, "Faten, ko jangan sedih2...Sabar and rileks k....Insyaallah if ada rezeki ko nanti, ko mesti pregnant punya..."
Aku pon tgk balik kat dia sambil berkata2 di dalam hati aku,"Budak Helmy ni awat tetiba ja dok ckp dgn aku pasal pregnancy ni???Aku tak penah ckp dgn dia pasai pregnancy ni..."
Tapi, politely, aku pon ckp la balik kat dia, "No worries derr....Aku pon dah takmo pikir2 dah bab2 pregnant ni or bab2 anak ni..Tutup buku dulu...If ada rezeki, baru bukak buku balik...."
Then, aku pon chow...And aku pon terasa mcm ada semangat baru...i feel so good!! Ewahhh.....Motif?? So, last Friday I've decided to just enjoy every moment in my life to the fullest, buat aktiviti2 menarik dgn husband aku and don't think too much about the baby thing....
And I live my life happilyyyyyyyy until......Sunday...Which that thoughts of not thinking about babies and pregnancy keeps bothering me again...Hampehhh! I live my life happily only on Friday and Saturday...
Why that thoughts bothers me on Sunday????
Sebabnya, aku and my husband ada pegi wedding kawan husband aku kat area Gombak.....Then, mcm besalaaa...husband aku berjumpa laaa kawan2 lama....Mostly dah kawen and "DAH ADA ANAK"....or "TGH PREGNANT"
So, both of us are surrounded by those kids, babies and pregnant wives! Ada la this 7 months old baby girl ni sangatttttttttttttttttttttttttttt cute and bam bam....
Jadinyaaaaaaa.....Aku geram gila kat baby tu...sebab dia nak kat aku....and my husband too....So, kitorang terasa mcm, Ya ALLAH...Bestnya kalau ada anak bam bam mcm ni.....Dah mula dah aku dok berfikir bila laaa turn aku nak dpt baby ni...Bila laaa turn aku nak pregnant ni....Phewwwwwwww......
And fikiran tu keep on bothering me till today....Oh my....Great! Thanks to that cute baby girl....Thanks dear baby.... (T_T)
So, harini mcm teringinnnnnnnnnnnnnn gilaaaaaa nak ada baby....Hahahaha...
Ok...tetiba aku terasa mcm entry aku ni bagi org meluat nak baca...
I know...Everybody will be like, "Hello u! you both just get married for about 3 years....Not that long....Not that you've been married for 10 years!!! Some other couples have been waiting for more than 10 years and they look so cool as ice....Rilekk je! Yang kami ni nak gelabah sgt pasaipa???"
But, do you guys really think that those 10 years couples without kids are really cool? are really happy with their life? I suggest you to think it all over again....Memang laaa ada happy couple yg sememangnya rilekssss ja 10 tahun kawin takdak anak....Tapi surely ada jugak couple yang pastinya sgt berharap utk ada anak...Kan?Kan?Kan?I dunno..U think....I've given a thought about this....
Oklah...Kalau nak biar aku membebel pasal pregnancy dgn babies ni sampai tahun depan pon tak habis2....So, I'll stop here....
Sampai sini saja and have a nice day all!
~Those 2 issues that keeps bothering me!~
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
I really cant avoid this all the time. Eventually, I have to face it.
Salam and hi all!!!!!!
Apa topik kita minggu ni???
Can we talk about "anak"???Puhlizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... [sad face]
Yup, I know....This topic sounds quite lame...But.....puhlizzzzz...Lemme talk bout "anak"...
I actually don't really wanna talk bout this...I even try not to think bout this...Bila any of my family or in laws ask me bout getting pregnant, having babies and stuff like that, I'll change the subject...Everytime....Or, I'll make a fake phone calls..Hihi...
But last night...When me and my husband watched TV together and had a few sweet talks bout some stuff, he suddenly said that he can't wait to have a baby....Sadly, me too... This time, I really can't avoid the conversation bout getting preggy and having babies....(i don't have my phone with me and I really have no other idea to change the subject!haha!) My husband added, "Nanti, sayang nak baby boy ke girl?" I said,"Errmmm... And I paused....And paused....And paused....And finally aku pon jawab, "Time2 mcm ni, baby boy or baby girl doesn't matter anymore. For me to get pregnant either boy or girl is really such a great great gift from ALLAH....And I'm really looking froward for that moment when my HPT got 2 lines on it!So, I'll be the happiest person in the world!" And my husband replied, "Yup...Me too. I don't bother whether we got baby girl or boy" And we both paused...........................Silent............
And finally I got the idea of changing the subject!!!! I change the subject to re-decorating our kitchen and living room! Hahaha! How nice............
And we left that "baby" & "pregnancy" topic behind.......Try not to get that topic on track again....
And don't get me all wrong....I want to get pregnant. I want to have my own baby...I want to have my very own kids...But as long as I haven't got the chance to get pregnant, I'll avoid that topic and push it far away from my mind.....Seriously...I'll be happier....
So.............................
Let me be happy and EVENTUALLY......I'll get pregnant and I won't be avoiding that topic again....Ever....You have my words. [smile...biggggggggg smile]
Oklah! Have a nice day peeps!
Monday, March 19, 2012
I am ADDICTED to Shah Rukh Khan!
Salam and Hi all!
Serious! I'm addicted to SRK! What the heck?!! I even asked my younger brother to download almost all of SRK's movies....What an obsession!
It's started with a movie called "Kal Ho Na Ho"...I watched this movie last week and I started to have this kind of obsession of Hindi Movies (especially SRK movies)....I cried a lot for this movie...Kalah Ombak Rindu...Ombak Rindu pon aku tak nangis...
Previously, I really love watching "Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge" --->This is my all time favourite Hindi movie! And as expected, SRK is the hero and of course Kajol is the heroin...I love when the movies pairred them up.....They seems to have this kind of chemistry....They both look good together...
And...."Kabhi Kushie Kabhie Gham"...This movie was amazing....It shows you how strong a family ties can be....And again...It was a damn sad movie...I cried a lot for this movie too!
And...as well as "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai" and I don't really cried for this movie but still...It's a nice Hindi movie.
And currently I finished watching "My Name Is Khan"....This movie is terrific!! SRK played his role as an autisme..And he played it so0o0o0o well!!! He's indeed a very good actor!!!!! He's awesome!Hahaha...Now you can see how obsessive I am with SRK.....Haihhh.....
And I ended up following SRK's Twitter and Facebook!!!!! Hahahahaha....I suddenly becoming his number 1 fan! What the....................????
And today.... I even search for his autobiography....And I almost got to know a lot about him now....He's a smart & intelligent actor I believe....He got his Master in Mass Comm from a Uni in India....He's such a lucky guy with a complete package....Handsome+Great in acting+smart+intelligent+rich+famous+etc....
Plus, I read his love story with his wife...Owh yea...his love story was really like a Hindi movie....His wife is Gaury. And go to few years back before they get married, Gaury's parents was deadly against their love....He tried so hard to win her parents....He even said that he resembles his feelings in "Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge"...That's my favourite movie of him!!!
Hahaha...And later I'll be downloading another movie of SRK.....
Gila kan aku??????Gila sikit laaa....
Few gambar movie SRK yg aku dah tgk...Actually ada banyak lagi tapi malas nak upload banyak2 gambar...
Serious! I'm addicted to SRK! What the heck?!! I even asked my younger brother to download almost all of SRK's movies....What an obsession!
It's started with a movie called "Kal Ho Na Ho"...I watched this movie last week and I started to have this kind of obsession of Hindi Movies (especially SRK movies)....I cried a lot for this movie...Kalah Ombak Rindu...Ombak Rindu pon aku tak nangis...
Previously, I really love watching "Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge" --->This is my all time favourite Hindi movie! And as expected, SRK is the hero and of course Kajol is the heroin...I love when the movies pairred them up.....They seems to have this kind of chemistry....They both look good together...
And...."Kabhi Kushie Kabhie Gham"...This movie was amazing....It shows you how strong a family ties can be....And again...It was a damn sad movie...I cried a lot for this movie too!
And...as well as "Kuch Kuch Hota Hai" and I don't really cried for this movie but still...It's a nice Hindi movie.
And currently I finished watching "My Name Is Khan"....This movie is terrific!! SRK played his role as an autisme..And he played it so0o0o0o well!!! He's indeed a very good actor!!!!! He's awesome!Hahaha...Now you can see how obsessive I am with SRK.....Haihhh.....
And I ended up following SRK's Twitter and Facebook!!!!! Hahahahaha....I suddenly becoming his number 1 fan! What the....................????
And today.... I even search for his autobiography....And I almost got to know a lot about him now....He's a smart & intelligent actor I believe....He got his Master in Mass Comm from a Uni in India....He's such a lucky guy with a complete package....Handsome+Great in acting+smart+intelligent+rich+famous+etc....
Plus, I read his love story with his wife...Owh yea...his love story was really like a Hindi movie....His wife is Gaury. And go to few years back before they get married, Gaury's parents was deadly against their love....He tried so hard to win her parents....He even said that he resembles his feelings in "Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayenge"...That's my favourite movie of him!!!
Hahaha...And later I'll be downloading another movie of SRK.....
Gila kan aku??????Gila sikit laaa....
Few gambar movie SRK yg aku dah tgk...Actually ada banyak lagi tapi malas nak upload banyak2 gambar...
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